No school= already a better day.
Breakfast:
1 cup coffee (0)
1/2 serving of creamer (30)
Lunch:
1 chicken breast (100)
1 1/3 cup {2 servings} string beans or whatever (70)
Total: 200
And water. I'm going to have tons of that. My plan is to possibly have some more beans for a snack if i get really hungry, but I'll try not to. And dinner? I have no idea, probably something totally fatting...my family sure likes that ):
BUT the highlight is that i would have had 30 more calories and 1 more cup of coffee if my mom had drank all of it. So, that DID help me...plus I might have some gum later on. 5 calories per peice? That's not too bad :)
Oh! But the bad thing about no school is that then no practice...so i did do 50 sit ups (7?) and I'm going to try to go to the gym and bike like 10 miles (360)
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Monday, January 31, 2011
Embaressed.
I feel so embaressed tellin' you all this. I am 135.6 pounds. Yeah, frick. I saw that and was like, "WHAT THE CRAP!" I mean, i thought i was MAYBE...MAYBE 134....and that was pushing it. But 135.6! That's crazy! Ugh. I'm so mad right now. For breakfast I'm having two cups of coffee with 1 serving creamer...so that's 60 calories.
Luch, I'm goona check what we have...Hot Ham & Cheese Sandwich, Glazed Carrots, Fruit, Milk.
Crap, obviously i wouldn't eat the sandwhich, but i just looked up the glazed carrots...it's like 200 calories per cup! And I'd cut out on the milk (who needs and extra 110 calories?)
I don't know what I'll do. Luckily i have Bball practice today...that should help...expecially since our game for tomorrow got cancelled, so it should be a really tough one.
Other than the late start, today already sucks, and it's only 8:54 a.m.
Luch, I'm goona check what we have...Hot Ham & Cheese Sandwich, Glazed Carrots, Fruit, Milk.
Crap, obviously i wouldn't eat the sandwhich, but i just looked up the glazed carrots...it's like 200 calories per cup! And I'd cut out on the milk (who needs and extra 110 calories?)
I don't know what I'll do. Luckily i have Bball practice today...that should help...expecially since our game for tomorrow got cancelled, so it should be a really tough one.
Other than the late start, today already sucks, and it's only 8:54 a.m.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Captain Of My Soul.
Ok, today's total is...
Breakfast:
1 cup coffee (2)
1 serving creamer (60)
1 peice of gum (5)
Lunch:
1 BBQ sandwhich (200ish)
1 lemon/raison bar thing (150?)
1 cup water (0)
Snacks:
4 cups water (0)
2 things you put in water to flavor it (20)
Dinner:
1 peice of surpreme pizza (270)
1 cup water (0)
Total: 727
Then again I may be off by a little, considering i don't know what the bar really was. It was really small, but it had this stuff on it...it FELT like it should be really fatining. And, today is what i need on the weekends. During school i have to eat like a ton, cause everyone else looks at me like i'm crazy when i don't. Then again, everyone else is super thin. Ugh.
I'm glad i drank alot of water today too...i don't drink enough of it. I think I'll also add 60 calories to the total, I'm going to eat a pudding cup before i go to bed. So that's like...787, again, not exactly.
I'm kinda in a good mood. But, the thought of weighing myself tomorrow for the first time in a couple of weeks is scary. I don't think I've gained to much. It's just- i barely ate for a few days and lost five pounds. Then i started eating alot...and now I'm kinda worried. But my clothes fit about the same, so that's a good sign...right? Who knows.
My goal is to only have the coffee and creamer for breakfast tomorrow (60) so it should help. But dinner sucks because my family is a sports family- meaning we make pizza most nights...like tonight.
Oh wellz.
"It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul."
From Invictus by William Ernest Henley
Breakfast:
1 cup coffee (2)
1 serving creamer (60)
1 peice of gum (5)
Lunch:
1 BBQ sandwhich (200ish)
1 lemon/raison bar thing (150?)
1 cup water (0)
Snacks:
4 cups water (0)
2 things you put in water to flavor it (20)
Dinner:
1 peice of surpreme pizza (270)
1 cup water (0)
Total: 727
Then again I may be off by a little, considering i don't know what the bar really was. It was really small, but it had this stuff on it...it FELT like it should be really fatining. And, today is what i need on the weekends. During school i have to eat like a ton, cause everyone else looks at me like i'm crazy when i don't. Then again, everyone else is super thin. Ugh.
I'm glad i drank alot of water today too...i don't drink enough of it. I think I'll also add 60 calories to the total, I'm going to eat a pudding cup before i go to bed. So that's like...787, again, not exactly.
I'm kinda in a good mood. But, the thought of weighing myself tomorrow for the first time in a couple of weeks is scary. I don't think I've gained to much. It's just- i barely ate for a few days and lost five pounds. Then i started eating alot...and now I'm kinda worried. But my clothes fit about the same, so that's a good sign...right? Who knows.
My goal is to only have the coffee and creamer for breakfast tomorrow (60) so it should help. But dinner sucks because my family is a sports family- meaning we make pizza most nights...like tonight.
Oh wellz.
"It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul."
From Invictus by William Ernest Henley
NewMe.
I have issues, I'll be the first to admit it. And I don't know how to get rid of them.
I've started a ton of blogs and websites, but this one I'll stick with.
My goal is to post a couple times a week, maybe a day. I'll post when i feel like it, which probably means a ton for a few days, and then one every couple of days. Be prepared.
I'm not exactly anorexic...to the FULL extent...but i show many simarlities with people with it. I control what i eat, i think about calories and fat every third second...yeah...and I'm kinda phyco about it. I tend to write down what i eat, which I probably will on here.
I'm 13, almost 14. I'm in just about every sport, every activity. I have friends, not a ton, but i do have some. I'm not very smart tho, I'm not like STUPID or anything, just...my grades are all B's basically.
I read a ton of people's blogs, and I hope that they will follow me also.
I've started a ton of blogs and websites, but this one I'll stick with.
My goal is to post a couple times a week, maybe a day. I'll post when i feel like it, which probably means a ton for a few days, and then one every couple of days. Be prepared.
I'm not exactly anorexic...to the FULL extent...but i show many simarlities with people with it. I control what i eat, i think about calories and fat every third second...yeah...and I'm kinda phyco about it. I tend to write down what i eat, which I probably will on here.
I'm 13, almost 14. I'm in just about every sport, every activity. I have friends, not a ton, but i do have some. I'm not very smart tho, I'm not like STUPID or anything, just...my grades are all B's basically.
I read a ton of people's blogs, and I hope that they will follow me also.
"All I wanted was someone that I wasn't desperate to impress." I got that off of someones blog. I believe in it completely.
I wanna lose weight more than anything, but being in sports and having to eat so much that i don't faint...well it's hard. I'm about 134 pounds. Depends on the day.
Music has gotten me through alot of crap, and I don't know what I'd do without it. I'll most likely post lyrics also. I don't know.
If you're confused on any of this, well, sorry. Just stick with me, while i attempt to make sence of my messed up life.
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